MAJOR MAJOR UPDATE

I haven't blogged for a while now. Been having A LOT of problems, and there was the hwole rachel going to chine so i wanted to spendas much time possible with her so never got round to it. Although the title is called major major update, the update will be as brief as possible. I will list everything that has happened to me good and bad.

It started off first with my nan worrying like hell that debbie, her daughter my aunt, was never going to make it out of the hospital. She was really depressed and it was killing me. THus this being a distraction from not blogging. But, good news arrived that, although they don't know when, the doctors are planning rehab for my aunt, as she hasn't moved from a bed for 4 months so can no longer walk. That is certainly a positive though that they are thinking bout it as that surely means they presume she will get better enough that she can handle it.

The major key factor to me not blogging was that, and i'm not sure how many people know, but i can't remember when it was, but me and rachel were having serious problems, so serious in fact that she was leaning more towards ending it with me and then staying with me. Of course, this was destroying me inside, as well as physically hurting me as i just never slept, in the week that it happened i shit you not, i would go to bed from the hours of 10-11 am and get up around 2. And i did that for around a week, week and a half maybe even two, i can't remember properly as it was ages ago. But yes, this was a MAJOR distraction as it was an absolute killer. Thank goodness though, rachel decided that she was only having doubts as we were struggling and that she was being silly. This of course, then made me the happiest guy alive. So i cancelled exams, stop sport, part from goals as rachel was busy on thursdays anyway, so that i could spend AS MUCH time with her as possible.

I can't remember to much that has happened. Part from the fact that the love of my life has gone china for 6 months, and although i'm trying to stay strong, i do break down by myself. It's killing me. I really am struggling, but i'm hoping to get into a rythm myself and try and push through it as it will be amazing when she gets back. She really is the most special (not specal :D) person in the entire world. She's brilliant. amazing. wonderful. and i love her SOOOOOOO much.

There were other things distracting me, but i cannot remember. Many drunk times have been had since last update and i shall end this blog with what i did today:

... watched tennis, ate food, watched man united beat tottenham (ha ha)

There we go. Cya