Tis hard to blog when all you did all day was get up early to watch andy murray fail at tennis, eat and sleep. At the moment, life is very dull and boring. It's probably coz at the moment i'm moping around as well. Really struggling with rachel being away, she's everything to me and just knowing i can't see her is driving me insane. But i'm gonna try and keep myself more active now. Tomorrow, well today, Tuesday i am heading into uxbridge with Daino, trade in some games, get myself a new shirt.
Then wednesday i have a gig with ian and annee, that should be quite cool, and should get me mind of things... so yeah... oh and it's my birthday, not that i'm that bothered anyway.
But yeah, donno what else to put so whatever. Love too you all x
Tuesday, 27 January 2009
Sunday, 25 January 2009
MAJOR MAJOR UPDATE
I haven't blogged for a while now. Been having A LOT of problems, and there was the hwole rachel going to chine so i wanted to spendas much time possible with her so never got round to it. Although the title is called major major update, the update will be as brief as possible. I will list everything that has happened to me good and bad.
It started off first with my nan worrying like hell that debbie, her daughter my aunt, was never going to make it out of the hospital. She was really depressed and it was killing me. THus this being a distraction from not blogging. But, good news arrived that, although they don't know when, the doctors are planning rehab for my aunt, as she hasn't moved from a bed for 4 months so can no longer walk. That is certainly a positive though that they are thinking bout it as that surely means they presume she will get better enough that she can handle it.
The major key factor to me not blogging was that, and i'm not sure how many people know, but i can't remember when it was, but me and rachel were having serious problems, so serious in fact that she was leaning more towards ending it with me and then staying with me. Of course, this was destroying me inside, as well as physically hurting me as i just never slept, in the week that it happened i shit you not, i would go to bed from the hours of 10-11 am and get up around 2. And i did that for around a week, week and a half maybe even two, i can't remember properly as it was ages ago. But yes, this was a MAJOR distraction as it was an absolute killer. Thank goodness though, rachel decided that she was only having doubts as we were struggling and that she was being silly. This of course, then made me the happiest guy alive. So i cancelled exams, stop sport, part from goals as rachel was busy on thursdays anyway, so that i could spend AS MUCH time with her as possible.
I can't remember to much that has happened. Part from the fact that the love of my life has gone china for 6 months, and although i'm trying to stay strong, i do break down by myself. It's killing me. I really am struggling, but i'm hoping to get into a rythm myself and try and push through it as it will be amazing when she gets back. She really is the most special (not specal :D) person in the entire world. She's brilliant. amazing. wonderful. and i love her SOOOOOOO much.
There were other things distracting me, but i cannot remember. Many drunk times have been had since last update and i shall end this blog with what i did today:
... watched tennis, ate food, watched man united beat tottenham (ha ha)
There we go. Cya
It started off first with my nan worrying like hell that debbie, her daughter my aunt, was never going to make it out of the hospital. She was really depressed and it was killing me. THus this being a distraction from not blogging. But, good news arrived that, although they don't know when, the doctors are planning rehab for my aunt, as she hasn't moved from a bed for 4 months so can no longer walk. That is certainly a positive though that they are thinking bout it as that surely means they presume she will get better enough that she can handle it.
The major key factor to me not blogging was that, and i'm not sure how many people know, but i can't remember when it was, but me and rachel were having serious problems, so serious in fact that she was leaning more towards ending it with me and then staying with me. Of course, this was destroying me inside, as well as physically hurting me as i just never slept, in the week that it happened i shit you not, i would go to bed from the hours of 10-11 am and get up around 2. And i did that for around a week, week and a half maybe even two, i can't remember properly as it was ages ago. But yes, this was a MAJOR distraction as it was an absolute killer. Thank goodness though, rachel decided that she was only having doubts as we were struggling and that she was being silly. This of course, then made me the happiest guy alive. So i cancelled exams, stop sport, part from goals as rachel was busy on thursdays anyway, so that i could spend AS MUCH time with her as possible.
I can't remember to much that has happened. Part from the fact that the love of my life has gone china for 6 months, and although i'm trying to stay strong, i do break down by myself. It's killing me. I really am struggling, but i'm hoping to get into a rythm myself and try and push through it as it will be amazing when she gets back. She really is the most special (not specal :D) person in the entire world. She's brilliant. amazing. wonderful. and i love her SOOOOOOO much.
There were other things distracting me, but i cannot remember. Many drunk times have been had since last update and i shall end this blog with what i did today:
... watched tennis, ate food, watched man united beat tottenham (ha ha)
There we go. Cya
Tuesday, 23 December 2008
Death By Boredom
This will be very short due to lack of stuff happening today...
Woke up
Nearly died of boredom
However, thigns then got decent as i went to the cinema with pippa of the hyland type. I saw twilight again, as:
1. She wanted to see that
2. I needed to piece bits of it i had missed together due to many a reason
3. It was the only decent film on as the only other two i was interested in weren't showing
I still maintain that it is a good film, which is annoying, i come out trying to deny i like it, coz i shouldn't. But it's good *cries*... I WANT TO BE A VAMPIRE :(... but a good one i mean, as that would be awsome... if they are like the ones in this film... the good ones...
I then dropped pip squeak home after getting mcdonalds where i then went to the good yarn to pick up rachel and very, who were very very intoxicated
That's bout it really. Was cool seeing sarah, even if it was short and she might not remember seeing me :P
Woke up
Nearly died of boredom
However, thigns then got decent as i went to the cinema with pippa of the hyland type. I saw twilight again, as:
1. She wanted to see that
2. I needed to piece bits of it i had missed together due to many a reason
3. It was the only decent film on as the only other two i was interested in weren't showing
I still maintain that it is a good film, which is annoying, i come out trying to deny i like it, coz i shouldn't. But it's good *cries*... I WANT TO BE A VAMPIRE :(... but a good one i mean, as that would be awsome... if they are like the ones in this film... the good ones...
I then dropped pip squeak home after getting mcdonalds where i then went to the good yarn to pick up rachel and very, who were very very intoxicated
That's bout it really. Was cool seeing sarah, even if it was short and she might not remember seeing me :P
Monday, 22 December 2008
SLEEP... SLEEP IS GOOD
I managed to travel back in time today i kid you not... I SWEAR...
I woke up, and it was like half 3, 4 pm, and i was still shattered, so i went back to sleep... Then when i woke up again, i was fine, so i got out of bed, and it was 1:30pm... i was like WTF... either i figured out time travel while i was sleep walking or something, used it, then destroyed it... Or someone played a very mean joke on me :(... or i'm just an idiot who was really tired and read the time really really wrong... either way... it was WEIRD
The wonders of doing sweet fa occured today. I ate... alot... and watched films... That's it... so that's why this blog is really small, coz i did absolutely NOTHING... isn't my life exciting...
I MUST START REVISION SOON AS MY FIRST EXAM IS ON THE 16TH OF JAN *SCREAMS AT REALISATION OF YET MORE FAILURE*
I woke up, and it was like half 3, 4 pm, and i was still shattered, so i went back to sleep... Then when i woke up again, i was fine, so i got out of bed, and it was 1:30pm... i was like WTF... either i figured out time travel while i was sleep walking or something, used it, then destroyed it... Or someone played a very mean joke on me :(... or i'm just an idiot who was really tired and read the time really really wrong... either way... it was WEIRD
The wonders of doing sweet fa occured today. I ate... alot... and watched films... That's it... so that's why this blog is really small, coz i did absolutely NOTHING... isn't my life exciting...
I MUST START REVISION SOON AS MY FIRST EXAM IS ON THE 16TH OF JAN *SCREAMS AT REALISATION OF YET MORE FAILURE*
Sunday, 21 December 2008
Bloody Vampires
Well today was started off rubbish and got slowly better...
Started off with me rugby match, which was utter crap, the forwards were utter shite, completely switched off for three of their trys, and i'm nit pointing the finger, i kid you not, one came from a line out 2 yards from our try line, they all just watched it, didn't bother marking it or getting ready, so they took a quick one, and of course, as they were 2 yards from our try line, they scored, another two stupid ones like this followed... utter crap, they need to pay bloody attention
My dad thenout my new radio in my car. I can now play my I-Pod, YAY, NO MARE CD's
I then met up with rachel, which is always good. We went and watched Twilight, which i don't care, i really enjoyed. Of course there was things that could have been majorly improved, like the fight, which was short and just kinda consisted off jumping around and strangling each other... WHAT'S THE POINT, YOUR VAMPIRES, YOU DON'T NEED AIR... but yes, i really enjoyed it so screw you if you now judge me lol, it was GOOD...
I then dropped rachel home, and went round ians for a short period of time, which was still fun and cool, so yeah was good.
That's bout it really :) x x x
Started off with me rugby match, which was utter crap, the forwards were utter shite, completely switched off for three of their trys, and i'm nit pointing the finger, i kid you not, one came from a line out 2 yards from our try line, they all just watched it, didn't bother marking it or getting ready, so they took a quick one, and of course, as they were 2 yards from our try line, they scored, another two stupid ones like this followed... utter crap, they need to pay bloody attention
My dad thenout my new radio in my car. I can now play my I-Pod, YAY, NO MARE CD's
I then met up with rachel, which is always good. We went and watched Twilight, which i don't care, i really enjoyed. Of course there was things that could have been majorly improved, like the fight, which was short and just kinda consisted off jumping around and strangling each other... WHAT'S THE POINT, YOUR VAMPIRES, YOU DON'T NEED AIR... but yes, i really enjoyed it so screw you if you now judge me lol, it was GOOD...
I then dropped rachel home, and went round ians for a short period of time, which was still fun and cool, so yeah was good.
That's bout it really :) x x x
Friday, 19 December 2008
UPDATE
I haven't written on this for a while as too much has been going on... And i'm not gonna write a lot as i'm trying to watch casino royale and am only updating as pippa asked me to as i have been forgetting...
The only things that have majorly happened are:
14/12/08 - Work christmas party, which was awsome... Party was cool, but me and chris had so many pitchers of long island ice tea that we kept topping up with red bull, that when we got back to the hotel (as the work party was in watford), we spent about 2 to 3 hours disussing how bloody comfy the bed was... that was funny, as we had to be up before 12 to check out... but i still don't know how we managed to speak about the bed for that long, was hilarious in the morning, which btw we had greggs for breakfast in the morning :)
approx 15-16/12/08 - My aunt woke up out of her sorta coma thing, she can't speak, but she no longer has lots of tubes connected to her and can now acknowledge who is around her. Which is awsome, they're still not sure how she is going to fair yet, as things could still spiral, but things are defiantely looking up.
18/12/08 - My friend scott's funeral. Really opened my eyes, i mean his sister could barely finish her euologie (i think that's how you spell it, the speach thing at the end). It really doe suck that it happened to such a great guy, i seriously, in all honesty, don't have one bad memory bout him in the 6 years i knew him closely, i've known him for longer then that, but closely, which just shows what a great guy he really was. So many people turned up which i was happy about, he deserved a good sending off, and although it's hard not to be sad, the guy achieved a lot in his 19 years, and should be made a role model and his life should be celebrated. He will never be forgotten.
Today - Nothing, woke up, felt rubbish after yesterday so took the day off. Felt bad that i skanked people at both the christmas ball and Gig thingy. Then got the urge to go cinema and watch that film twilight, but no one would go with me :(... oh well, will go next week as i'm off work..
That's it for the update, i will try and keep up to date from now on :) x x x
The only things that have majorly happened are:
14/12/08 - Work christmas party, which was awsome... Party was cool, but me and chris had so many pitchers of long island ice tea that we kept topping up with red bull, that when we got back to the hotel (as the work party was in watford), we spent about 2 to 3 hours disussing how bloody comfy the bed was... that was funny, as we had to be up before 12 to check out... but i still don't know how we managed to speak about the bed for that long, was hilarious in the morning, which btw we had greggs for breakfast in the morning :)
approx 15-16/12/08 - My aunt woke up out of her sorta coma thing, she can't speak, but she no longer has lots of tubes connected to her and can now acknowledge who is around her. Which is awsome, they're still not sure how she is going to fair yet, as things could still spiral, but things are defiantely looking up.
18/12/08 - My friend scott's funeral. Really opened my eyes, i mean his sister could barely finish her euologie (i think that's how you spell it, the speach thing at the end). It really doe suck that it happened to such a great guy, i seriously, in all honesty, don't have one bad memory bout him in the 6 years i knew him closely, i've known him for longer then that, but closely, which just shows what a great guy he really was. So many people turned up which i was happy about, he deserved a good sending off, and although it's hard not to be sad, the guy achieved a lot in his 19 years, and should be made a role model and his life should be celebrated. He will never be forgotten.
Today - Nothing, woke up, felt rubbish after yesterday so took the day off. Felt bad that i skanked people at both the christmas ball and Gig thingy. Then got the urge to go cinema and watch that film twilight, but no one would go with me :(... oh well, will go next week as i'm off work..
That's it for the update, i will try and keep up to date from now on :) x x x
Tuesday, 9 December 2008
THE BIG FAT QUIZ OF THE YEAR
YES... YES I WENT... TO THE LIVE RECORDING... IT WAS SOOOOO F**KING AMAZING... IT WAS AWSOME... That couple of hours is the happiest i've been in this month, including spending time with rachel (please don't read this rach *crosses figners*)... i'm joking of course... :
But yes, it was awsome, but i shan't ruin it for people who also enjoy it, just know, there are some BAD jokes on there, which is always awsome... oh oh... the tickets were free as well as free drinks and doughnuts, IT WAS AWSOME :P :D.. EB JEALOUS.. i could be on t.v.... but yes, it was awsome, i really enjoyed myself...
The night then got even better as i had The Dark Knight on DVD, so i watched that till 3 in the monring. I now understand everyone, they honestly weren't bumming heath because he died, he was unbelivable in that film... and the film in general was awsome... so yeah, what a day that way (yesterday)...
The reason i am only posting this now is because i was tired at 3 in the morning and was not turning my computer on just to write a blog, SLEEP IS MORE IMPORTANT... so i'm doing it now, as this day (today) has been crap, so it makes it look a little better :P :)...
I'm now gonna watch the football... thank you :)
But yes, it was awsome, but i shan't ruin it for people who also enjoy it, just know, there are some BAD jokes on there, which is always awsome... oh oh... the tickets were free as well as free drinks and doughnuts, IT WAS AWSOME :P :D.. EB JEALOUS.. i could be on t.v.... but yes, it was awsome, i really enjoyed myself...
The night then got even better as i had The Dark Knight on DVD, so i watched that till 3 in the monring. I now understand everyone, they honestly weren't bumming heath because he died, he was unbelivable in that film... and the film in general was awsome... so yeah, what a day that way (yesterday)...
The reason i am only posting this now is because i was tired at 3 in the morning and was not turning my computer on just to write a blog, SLEEP IS MORE IMPORTANT... so i'm doing it now, as this day (today) has been crap, so it makes it look a little better :P :)...
I'm now gonna watch the football... thank you :)
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