First... probably last depending on when i have time and can be bothered

Yesterday was dains birthday, and kirsty's of course, but we were at dains pub for it. twas quite a good night actually. i once again seemed to ignore rachel and socialise more then spend time with her. i mean, yeah i should defiantely talk to other people, ya know "bros before hoes" and all taht jazz, but i think i seem to take that too far when out with lots of other people, which sucks, because i love her so much and yet i still just don't bother :(... rachel got very drunk, bradley that is, not sheard, and was absolutely hilarious on the LONG FREEZING JOURNEY back to mine in which female sheard and steve shep came with me and rachel (bradley)... that was an interesting journey, as again, i seemed to prefer just watching rachel (bradley) stumble along, falling over and make a fool of herself (not a bad fool, an entertaining fool) rather then take care of her, coz suprisingly, even after many a drink, i was still wasn't drunk at all really, i think i have newquay, brooksy's brothers and the trip to torquay to blame for that, as i have become used to drinking a hella lot of alcohol, which is bad :(... more expensive :P... but yes, back to the point... i prefered to just watch her stumble along in which she may have hurt herself... wish i knew why i've become the way i have... I MUST CHANGE DAMMIT

I'm currently watching match of the day 2 and pondering life... as well as wondering why i had the urge to write a blog when i prefer reading them like ians... ians blog is cool and i can't be bothered to have one... yet i still find myself writing one.. hmmmmm...